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Tiny paws tapped along the shore of a small river. A beautiful spring sunset was spilling over the water, coloring it in hues of orange and pink. The constant rumbling calmed the little puppy -- and it was also the only trail she could follow. Her home den was by a lake, and she knew rivers flowed into lakes. So, she had been following the first river she saw for a day and a half now, looking to find her way back home. She was so sure of herself when she ran away form the jackal lady - she had a whole plan laid out and knew exactly what she as going to do. She didn't yet know how big the world is, and how many places where a pup can get lost in there really were.
'If you don't stray too far and you follow your nose -- you'll always find your way back to us.'
Her mama used to say to her, when she'd lose her way. But she wasn't lost back then, not really. Home always used to be just a short sprint away, she needed only howl for help and mom or dad were there to show her the way home. Now -- now she had strayed too far. Now, she was truly lost. She was beginning to realize that, and a stinging fear began to grip her, a feeling she'd never known before. It felt colder than the coldest water, and it was sharper than the sharpest stone. It was the fear of being really, truly, alone.
She couldn't find her way forward, and she couldn't trace her way back either. She'd howled, many times. But the jackal lady didn't come. Her mama didn't come, nor papa. Her tummy was tucked so far up against her back that she'd lost the rounded belly look of a puppy. Her eyes had sunk back in their sockets and her head drooped down -- she looked overly miserable. Not eating for just two days had quickly stumped her energy, and another day without food would likely leave her stranded on a rock, awaiting to be picked off by an opportunistic eagle.
She didn't stop though. Whenever she did, the fear she felt would paralyze her, so she kept walking. Her paws ached, and her head swam with thoughts of her parents, her sister, and the jackal lady telling her that her parents are dead, and that if she runs off -- she'll die. But even in this dreadful situation, she refused to accept any of it. Her parents were not dead. They would come back -- they probably did already! And she wasn't there. They were probably looking for her right now. She just had to find them. Perhaps over the next turn of the river, she'd see the lake, smell the familiar scents of her home and find her mother and father fishing by the shore. She puled back her head -- it swung a little on her thin neck before she steadied herself -- and she howled again : a weak, but clear call for help.
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