She missed strong winds. Singing winds that tugged her thick fur and whispered secrets in her ears, conspiring with her to tell her the day's weather. How it carried the smell of crisp snow down from the mountains, or how it had brought summer on its wings once the frost had melted and spring had come and went. She missed the roaming bison and the elegant prairie deer, the ever-looming mountains as they watched her and her family with unseen eyes. She missed rolling fields, bedecked in gilded grass where she and her pack had hidden so wonderfully, completely camouflaged.
But those were things she had left behind, determined to see the world with her own eyes and find what it had to offer. Such was a choice she was beginning to regret. Was Alteron meant for her? With its green grasses and mountains that weren't quite the same, with its towering trees and flowing streams and grand lakes. The ground was not harsh beneath her paws, giving with surprising ease if she went to dig. That, and the humidity. So different from the constant chill of her home, so muggy compared to the sharp cold.
Suck it up, Thea. You aren't going home with your tail between your legs, she thought to herself, resolving against her distaste. She could grow to tolerate it, perhaps to even enjoy it. She would just have to wait and adjust to the drastic changes. She was far too prideful to admit defeat, despite her cowardice whispering for her to desert and flee. No, she would not return home a coward. Was that not the reason she left, after all? Too escape the mockery and harming of her pride? She was no coward, clearly. She was brave, courageous even, was she not?
Such thoughts haunted her as her light paws carried her along the side of one of the many streams that fed into Lake Imbrium. She itched to do something other than walk, her teeth begging for the feeling of torn flesh beneath their grip. She was not angry at the moment, no, but she was always bitter. The land here was too thick with foliage to run, so if she really wanted to work out the tension that clung to her shoulders, she would have to go to the Flat Lands. There, she would have better luck with full-on sprints. Perhaps she could even take down one of the smaller deer if she got hungry enough. Perhaps.
Adjusting her course, the golden-furred wolf turned southward. She walked with a purpose, determination glinting in her eyes as she looked for a suitable place. The Ash Meadow held too many bones, too easy to trip and cause serious damage to her legs. The forests, while not quite as densely packed, were laden with muggy earth, unsuitable for the kind of sprint that she was used to. So, she took to find some smaller meadow, gazing at the autumnal scenery as she walked. The trees were pretty, bedecked in reds, oranges, and yellows. It was a lovely sight, but not one that particularly interested her.
Instead, she was more interested in the meadow. She surveyed it carefully, making sure that the conditions were suitable. Yes, here was fine. Here she could exercise and keep herself strong and fast, unwilling to let those traits fall null and void. They were the keys to her heritage, evident in her strong chest and lightweight form. Her teeth were meant to tear through thick flesh, her legs meant to traverse great distances in little time, her lavender eyes meant to meet those of a bison with an evident challenge. She would not let her skills fall into disuse.
Taking a breath, the golden-furred timber wolf walked to the edge of the fairly large meadow. Then, she took off. She was quick, gaining speed quickly once she had thrown herself into it. How she had missed the feeling of wind in her fur, the feeling of launching herself in great bounds. Yes, it wasn't quite the same as things had been, but it was close enough to make her happy. In mere moments, she had crossed the entirety of the field and was smiling to herself. This was what she needed. Bringing herself around, Althea took another breath, readying herself to complete the lap.