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Life was, well, fine he guessed, but that didn't mean it couldn't better. Ever the perfectionist, Rohan just wished he could simply turn back the clock to when he'd actually been happy, rather than merely enduring, as it were. He was, however, intelligent enough to realize the folly in such an idea, and had often time tried to push the notion away, aside into the back of his mind where the gloom was too thick to see much at all. It hadn't really worked, however, given the fact the thought kept crawling back to the surface at the most inopportune of times, frankly.
He'd just managed to botch up a hunt because near the crucial moment to strike, his mind had surprised him with a plethora of 'what ifs' and 'you could haves' that had made him lose his mark; the deer had pranced away, knowing the wolf had tired himself out for a while at least. As such, the aging canine had laid himself down upon an outcrop, to watch he herd bellow, just up down wind and hidden enough that they would not see him. At least this way, he'd see where they were heading and he could ask that dark one, Fenrir, to come with to hunt later tonight. Either that, or the loud, aggressive one; Rohan was much more comfortable with the other male than he was with the rather loud timber wolf bitch - he was unaware what her issues were, but had promptly realized that staying out of Andraste's way tended to save him a few hours worth of headache induced pain.
The other females were... odd.
There was the quiet, shy one - lovely sweetheart that she was. Bit of a wall flower, but Rohan recognized the spark of intelligence in her eyes. Perhaps she'd still outgrow that terrible shrinking violet habit of hers, for she was rather young.
Then there was the cougar. He wanted to wave that one away as 'annoyance' but given he'd found himself smirking when she couldn't quite see, he figured the jury was still out on that one. Not a good hunting partner though, as he'd found. Girl couldn't concentrate to save her life, and the direwolf was honestly surprised she'd managed to survive as long as she had, but the Gods worked in mysterious ways, as his mother had often claimed.
The sun would soon set though, and the deer were begining to move from the fields, but he was still exhausted from the failed hunt, "I guess we'll go hungry today," he murmured. Unless Fenrir had struck out on his own, they'd just have to deal for the night.
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