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All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - April 22, 2018 He's back! Let me see! It's my turn! HEY! Eli woke with a gasp. Eyes took time to adjust to his dark, dank chamber. The stone and dirt hovel tucked under the crumbling castle had been his hideaway for most of the winter. it was cold, for unlike the reptiles that buried themselves during the snowy weather the dog was conscious to the frost. The occasional rats and worms that could be found in the tunnel were less than sufficient so the dog was sometimes forced to venture out to hunt. While food in the stomach was nice the ventures out of the hole broke his concentration. When days and nights were haunted by voices and visions, keeping them at bay took willpower. And it seemed that willpower was growing every day. When Eli agreed to follow the strange human to a new land filled with wolves and hellions he thought the biggest obstacle he would have to face is learning to live with such a strange pack. Never did he think it would be the spirits that would make adjusting to Gemini such a trial. Not that he was convinced that's what they were. Paws squelched in the mud as the dog cautiously emerged. Short coat clung to his skeletal frame, obvious testament it was far past time for a proper hunt. Eli paused as he took in his surroundings. Be it spirits or (as he sometimes suspected) a newly discovered defect in his brain, there was nothing but the soft din of spring noises coming from the woods. A tired smile crossed his face. Finally, a little bit of peace. Golden eyes looked up to the blue sky and he sighed contently. Nights would still be chill for a while but Eii was comforted to know he wouldn't be constantly shivering. A creek fed by a spring was not far from here, and in his last few visits he found it ice free. The dog drank, tail wagging as he quenched his thirst. But one ear swiveled around as he lifted his head. Someone was behind him. Eli stood still for a moment, gauging to see if he felt that pressure, that presence in his mind. Nothing seemed to be reaching out, this was legitimate...hopefully. The dog hopped around to face the stranger, hoping it was a friendly one. He may have been staring, Eli noticed to late, but nowadays it was hard to believe exactly what his eyes saw. "Hello. Uh," clumsily he lifted a front paw, trying to balance on two and motioned to the water, "Care for a drink?" Spirits didn't need water. He presented a simple test. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - April 27, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - April 30, 2018 For a moment there was silence. Eli all put expected the stranger to dissipate in front of him, leaving him alone talking to himself and looking the fool. A staring contest had commenced and once the dog discovered they were both guilty parties he gave a tired chuckle and tail wag. It wasn't the first time he'd been on the receiving end of looks and it certainly wouldn't be the last. With a quick shake of her head the wolf took the offer, and hopefully that meant his perception was right in labeling her as one among the solid and living. Eli hopped to the side, giving the stranger plenty of room to get a drink. "It's nice and fresh." Small talk was painful, not because Eli was unfriendly but his months by himself had left him out of practice. Instead he opted to take in the stranger. She was small, a laughable comment coming from the tripod, but she lacked the height and bulk of the monster wolves he had seen wandering around Gemini. She was more the size of the wolves his hunting pack were sent on. A horrible thought, he chastised himself. Hunting larger creatures for humans was in the past now, and a past that shouldn't be shared with packmates. Eli was, for the most part, comfortable around his canine brethren now, though if he knew the pack contained cats he might have more trepidation about his new home. "I'm Eli," His voice cracked from misuse, he cleared his throat, "I'm pretty new around here." A growl broke through the quiet wood, but the dog showed no teeth. His ears flicked back, embarrassed by his stomach's outburst. Seclusion and snow left the belly wanting. "Do-you know any good places to hunt around here?" RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - June 30, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - June 30, 2018 The stranger came forward for a drink and Eli casually watched. She wasn't much bigger than him but was a bit bulkier. Obviously not full wolf. Perhaps that was for the best, perhaps the dog shouldn't have been encounter by a hulking Fringe in his first trip out of the hole in a while. Watching the wolfdog move about he cocked his head very slightly. She seemed awful nervous. What it him causing it? That, he thought, would be strange, for even a half wolf could take on a three legged mutt. Maybe no one had told her she was an apex predator. "Ashe. It's nice to meet you." She didn't seem to even notice his growling stomach, too distracted with the water it seemed. But when he asked a question Eli was thoroughly confused by the reaction. Had he said something wrong? It was a fearful, almost sad response. If she had been put out by being asked by a strange dog to go hunting he would have thought she would be curt. Eli's ears flopped forward to try to hear what the now muted Ashe had to say. "I, uh, didn't catch that. Do I like what?" Not wanting her to feel self conscious, for it was pretty clear this wolfdog had some confidence issues, he tried to lighten the topic with a smile, "You know, I'll eat just about anything right now. Though I'm getting sick of frogs, "He squelched his toes into the muddy back, "They feel like eating mud." RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - July 27, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - July 28, 2018 "Oh mice! Yeah I like mice, they have a good crunch," Eli couldn't help but give a little good natured grin at her grimace, "If you haven't had a frog yet, I don't recommend it. It's a taste you don't forget. But you gotta eat what's available, right?" At this point in his life the dog could go the rest of his life without eating another one of those slimy amphibians. The conversation about the day's menu was paused for a moment as another wolf approached. A large wolf with a full grey coat. Eli watched them approach and opened his mouth to say something when it walked right passed them, dissipating before it hit the water. All the stranger it almost seemed Ashe...no. No, that couldn't have been what spooked the wolfdog. There's no way she could see what was in his head. Eli hadn't known her long but it was easy to observe she was a jumpy individual. This was coincidence. Something else bothered her. The tripiod gave a cough, a reason to cover up his agape mouth. He turned to take another drink to dislodge whatever imaginary object was lodged in his throat. When he turned he licked the water dripping from his lips, an apologetic smile on my lips. "Sorry. Got something in my throat. So, uh, you know where to get some mice? Would you mind showing me?" RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - August 30, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - September 02, 2018 The wolfdog was off like a shot and Eli had to take a breath to even comprehend she was leaving. He quickly trailed after her, wondering if he should bring his concerns to light. He certainly didn't want to point out how jittery she was being only to force an embarrassing 'that's how I always am' out of her, but if something was wrong then perhaps he could help. "You know..." The question was left unasked as Ashe spun the other direction, the sharp turn nearly upending the tripod. Staying on all three feet Eli scrambled after her. Something was definitely up. Could it be...no. There was no way she was in his head. Brows furrowed as he hopped behind her. But, was it really in his head? Obviously something had spooked Ashe too. "You know, " he started again, upping his pace to travel next to her, "I haven't been in Gemini long, but I've found it kind of-interesting. It's like there's something in the woods. You had any strange things happen?" A strange step to validation. It could go either way. Either the wolfdog would laugh off his affliction, or just maybe, she'd share a similar story. Eli didn't fully believe this was something that could even be shared, but a sense of relief came over him the more he considered it. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - September 07, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - September 08, 2018 "Some..." There was a pause, a bit of skepticism in his voice. Until that moment Eli hadn't realized he would have only been accepting of one answer. A solid "Nope, things here in Gemini are peachy keen, you just must be crazy". How odd that the dog would rather think something was wrong with his brain than to think about the afterlife. The dog fell into an easier pace next to Ashe. "We were told dogs wait for their owners to follow them when they die, but never really what that means. Some thought it meant their mind melded with the shadows, still following their human. Others said the soul was still with the body, trapped there until their human calls them out. I-never really thought about it much." There was something about death that frightened the dog, that frightened a lot of souls. Maybe it was the tales of dogs forever buried, their body dead but mind conscious. Maybe it was not knowing what was truth. That was the tricky thing about such topics. It seemed everything was made up and the truth didn't matter. Eli often thought about the soul just being snuffed out. What was on earth was all he had. The tripod wasn't sure how he felt about never seeing old comrades and people again. Brown eyes turned to the wolfdog. "Are you saying these woods are haunted?" The words were not judgemental, nor where they harsh in any way. Merely curious. Soon after speaking this out loud he was overcome with a feeling of relief, of near joy, that was not his own. He'd been feeling so many things that weren't his lately. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - September 13, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - September 18, 2018 "A slave?" Ashe genuinely surprised him with that comment, head snapped to face her as they walked, completely surprised, "No. No it's not like that. We worked with our humans. We helped them hunt and guarded the camp and they took care of us. It was mutually beneficial. I can't think of any other dog that thought they were a slave. Where did you hear that?" Eli's humans had plenty of dogs, never reaching out to wolves to attempt to redomesticate (as Eli believed dogs were in fact the source species). Oh sure, they had no qualms using dog packs to run a wolf down now and then for fancy pelts, but it didn't take a genius to realize Ashe had enough wolf in her to make that comment. Some things were best not shared between strangers. The tripod let that hang as he kept pace with the wolfdog. For the second time she didn't come out with a clear answer, instead talking about her home pack's beliefs. The were different than any he had heard and he was fascinated. It seemed Ashe's pack put a great deal of thought into the afterlife. The idea of rituals was a strange one. Eli often shirked thinking about life after death, but he was certain being forcibly ripped from his peace to communicate with some distant relative would be irksome. But there was something to her words. Could these visions truly more than a defective brain? Her last comment left him silent a moment. Did-did she feel these things too? See things that weren't there? Could they really be there? "Your pack has but quite a bit more thought into this than mine," Eli hopped along, mulling over Ashe's words, "Have you ever seen these spirits yourself? Done these rituals? Can-can they come without being summoned?" There are more things in heaven an earth, Eli, than are dreamt of in your philosophy. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - October 16, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - October 19, 2018 Eli eyed the wolfdog as she spoke and the previous conversations of spooks almost went forgotten. They almost killed her, she said. A mountain lion had almost killed him. Hell, a couple of loan wolves thought it would be funny to chase him around before he found Genimi. It was a game to them, not that he didn't believe that if he didn't find that tree hallow to cram himself into that they wouldn't have killed him. Yet here he was, living among them now. "There's bad apples in every species." Eli enjoyed the company of humans but would admit some were far better than others, "Wolves not excluded. Like I said I couldn't think of any dog there that wasn't comfortable. We took what we needed." Most of the time, "No different from wolves." It was strange to the tripod that this obvious hybrid was so out of touch with her dog roots. Eli felt a pang of sympathy, but it only lasted a moment. Ashe made a deliberate move away from the killer dog and it wasn't exactly subtle. Flopped ears folded back at the question. "Yes." His voice was cooler than it was before, "I don't have my old pack waiting in the woods to pounce on you." Eli wasn't particularly known for attitude, but between Ashe turning her back on their shared heritage and her sudden irrational fear was enough to push it. And everyone had their limit. Was it hypocritical for him to feel this way when he was nervous about joining a 'wolf' pack in the beginning? Perhaps. But the difference here was Eli was never vocal about his prejudices, especially to their face. "Did things really change that much?" Ashe had spoken more on the topic of her pack and spirits but Eli didn't hear it, "We were just going to hunt together. Now what?" RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - October 20, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - October 24, 2018 "Humans were a part of my pack, too." He reminded, "We weren't seperate. We worked together." He hopped along a little further, mulling over her last comment in his head. Eli was terrible with names but once Gaven's name was spoken he new she was referring to the Not Quite Human that had let him in a year ago. It was a strange thing to say, "If Gaven is kept by the Queen, aren't we as well? She's our alpha, too." It wasn't the first time the dog had the idea of being owned being frowned upon by the feral canines but he saw little difference there. Back at camp he had a job and deferred to the humans to see if he was doing it correctly. Wolves worked the same way. They were ranked and listened to the king and queen. Perhaps wolves saw this comparison too. Maybe they didn't like what they saw. That's why they divorced themselves from their roots. "I'd like that." And he meant that. There were wires crossed here and he wouldn't mind playing mental electrician for the afternoon. Hopefully she would remain opened minded. Eli had hoped to learn more about these infernal visions and voices, but he would settle on teaching the wolfdog about humans instead. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - December 03, 2018
RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Eli - December 07, 2018 To say the day had taken a turn from the awkward to the downright uncomfortable would be an understatement. Eli, previous to his time in Gemini, would never have pegged himself as an awkward individual. Time in the pack taught him that either he was blind or wolves just made the world that way. The dog was content to keep to himself as he kept pace with Asche, mapping out a lesson plan to his new professing job of Humans 101. To the tripod's surprise the anxious little wolfdog led him right to a human settlement. He gave a little smile, not unkindly but at the strange irony of the situation. It was a beautiful sight, very peaceful despite it's disheveled state. The awful humans were long gone, but the fruits of their labor still grew wild. Asche was onto something, he was certain this place would be crawling with mice. Eli closed his eyes a moment to let the breeze ruffle his ears and listen to the unique brand of chattering peace the forest provided. When he opened his eyes he noticed the wolfdog had wandered off towards the shed: a great hideout for the food. Eli hopped over there, ready to do some simple hunting to cleanse the pallet of the tense conversation of earlier. But smile soon faded. Asche sniffed around a freshly dug hole at the base of the structure. This was far to be to be a gopher, and he would have counted himself lucky if it was a badger. He came forward to stand next to her, taking in the scent just to make sure he was correct. His eyes bulged. Nothing else could smell that bad. "Asche," His voice was quiet, a near whisper as he took a hop back, "We need to go. Now." He reached over to give her a quick shove with his muzzle, "Now!" His eyes pleaded with her to move as he turned around. He wouldn't run without her. They had just met, and certainly not on the right paw, but Eli was a dog, and dogs were stupid loyal. Hopefully not scuidicially so. RE: All In Your Head (Ashe) - Ashe - March 11, 2019
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